Yes! I am Alive!

Not that I know too many people who blog…(i am sure everyone blogs, i just dont know about it) but in BLOG WORLD I havnt posted in 8 years.
Here is a game I stole from my sister’s blog, who she stole from someone else.

How to play the game. Post these rules on your blog: List 3 Joys, 3 Fears, 3 Goals, 3 Current Obsessions/Collections, and 3 Random surprises about yourself. Tag five people at the end of your post by leaving their names.
Joys
1. Riding my bike to work. Josh and I figured it out: Riding my bike instead of taking the car saves $7-$8 a day on gas. I just got a raise! We live across the street from Josh’s office, so he walks.
2. Being a young women advisor. Although we just moved into a new ward and are looking forward to new callings, I never thought I would have so much fun in Young Womens. When I was in young womens and the leaders would say “i love each one of you” I would roll my eyes. Now I know how they feel when they truly do love all of the girls. Each are so different but so awesome in different ways.
3. Cooking. I havent made hardly any desserts…sweets just havent been my thing the last couple years. I like experimenting with different recipes.
Fears
1. Giving birth/being pregnant. So many things that can go wrong. People tell me “oh those are just the rare horror stories”. no. almost every single woman i know who has given birth to more than one child has experienced somethin crazy. like going into labor too fast to take the epidural! chhhhea right!
but everyone says its worth it. for those who know me, i FREAK OUT if i have to get a shot.
2. Losing Josh. I dont know what I would do without him. What can I say? He is the perfect husband.
3. Losing a loved one. I have never lost anyone that was really close to me, that was unexpected. I really dont know how i would be able to handle something like that. I know I would see them again but the fact that they arent living my earthly life with me so i can see them whenever i want would be unimaginably miserable.
Goals
1. To raise children who are happy.
2. To never go into debt.
3. To be the best wife to Josh that I can be. For those who know me know that growing up, cleaning wasnt my forte.
Obsessions/collections
1. Butterflies
2. curly fries. i bought a curly fry maker, still trying to master how best to make them though.
(dont forget–i bike to work now)
3. Shoes. I recently figured out its worth splurging for the better quality…all the cheap shoes i bought at forever young are falling apart!

Surprises
1. Getting married was like flipping a light switch on for girliness. I wear makeup, dresses, heels, and hair accessories like never before. I went to girls camp last week and actually noticed how i hate getting dirty.
2. I hate cheese and chocolate. that usually gets a reaction out of people. im told im lucky. (which im not….there are plenty of other things that temp me)
3. josh thinks i should put for my third entry that i have big guns. But i think that everyone already knows that.